{"id":437,"date":"2025-08-05T07:51:12","date_gmt":"2025-08-05T13:51:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/?p=437"},"modified":"2025-08-05T08:14:24","modified_gmt":"2025-08-05T14:14:24","slug":"not-smart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/not-smart\/","title":{"rendered":"Not Smart"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Too many times in my life I&#8217;ve been told, &#8220;You&#8217;re the smartest person I know.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This saddens me because I&#8217;m not smart. At best, I can eke out almost an average intelligence, which means most of the time I struggle with a below-average intelligence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There are so many things I don&#8217;t know, can&#8217;t comprehend or won&#8217;t solve. I find myself stupefied by answers others spout instinctively.  They can decode and predict faster and with greater accuracy than I&#8217;ll ever hope to achieve on a good day. So what does this all mean?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Have I fooled people so well that they think me smart, or am I really the smartest person they know? If it&#8217;s the latter, America is doomed. I can&#8217;t be above average smart because that means half the population knows less than me, and I know so very little.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wish I was sharper than I am; I&#8217;ll even fake it if I don&#8217;t stop myself in time before the embarrassment ensues. But I&#8217;m as far from smart as heaven is wide, to borrow a bit of a lyric from Garbage.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If I was smart, I wouldn&#8217;t be where I am, in the condition I am and as full of regret that I am. I&#8217;ve made more mistakes in my life than I want to count, but my brain sure likes reminding me of each and every one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Please do not take anything I say as wise or insightful. I know too little to be either. I&#8217;m just guessing and faking my way through life with one step forward and two steps back. That&#8217;s only two steps back on really good days.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hope you have better luck. I&#8217;ve never been know as lucky. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Too many times in my life I&#8217;ve been told, &#8220;You&#8217;re the smartest person I know.&#8221; This saddens me because I&#8217;m not smart. At best, I can eke out almost an average intelligence, which means most of the time I struggle with a below-average intelligence. There are so many things I don&#8217;t know, can&#8217;t comprehend or [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":440,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-437","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/437","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=437"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/437\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":443,"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/437\/revisions\/443"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/440"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=437"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=437"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedragoncorps.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=437"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}